When one door closes…

This was how my study looked yesterday. Today everything in the picture has gone and the room is bare. Tomorrow afternoon it will belong to someone else – and my new study will probably start out by looking much like this image… A strange continuum.

Or the end/beginning of an era. At least that’s how it feels.

It’s an odd sensation leaving the same house you’ve lived in for seventeen – especially when you spent the first twenty years of your life living in seventeen different houses. But that was then and this is now. It’s all about drawing a line and moving on; isn’t that what the cliché says?

People talk about a house move being done in a day: “we’re moving next Wednesday” they might say. But it’s a far longer journey than that. We started packing three weeks ago – and we’ll probably still be unpacking three weeks hence. The whole thing – such a span of time – exposes you to a whole raft of emotions: excitement, doubt, dread etc.; but for my new study I have nothing but anticipation.

That and the self-imposed burden of doing great things within it.

I may have already landed on my next idea. It is modern, topical, and will allow me to explore ‘new’ things, tropes about which I am interested; my voice may remain the same, but the subject matter would be entirely new for me.

As I sit here now, surveying the empty room, September feels seems to offer the promise of a brighter horizon.